Mmm 1 p.m. wake ups.

yesterday I spent like 9 hours running to the post office, typing up rigid statements. turned in uci, ucr (ma) and ucd.

Things to do today:
- write project proposal, rewrite sop and turn it in for ucr mfa.
- fucking relax.

might try to finish this murrsuit stuff today too.
mostly though, I just need to r-e-l-a-x.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8m_J6sXj_0

Thanks for the wild turkey and
the passenger pigeons, destined
to be shat out through wholesome
American guts.

Thanks for a continent to despoil
and poison.

Thanks for Indians to provide a
modicum of challenge and
danger.

Thanks for vast herds of bison to
kill and skin leaving the
carcasses to rot.

Thanks for bounties on wolves
and coyotes.

Thanks for the American dream,
To vulgarize and to falsify until
the bare lies shine through.

Thanks for the KKK.

For nigger-killin' lawmen,
feelin' their notches.

For decent church-goin' women,
with their mean, pinched, bitter,
evil faces.

Thanks for "Kill a Queer for
Christ" stickers.

Thanks for laboratory AIDS.

Thanks for Prohibition and the
war against drugs.

Thanks for a country where
nobody's allowed to mind their
own business.

Thanks for a nation of finks.

Yes, thanks for all the
memories-- all right let's see
your arms!

You always were a headache and
you always were a bore.

Thanks for the last and greatest
betrayal of the last and greatest
of human dreams.

One last post before I go to sleep:

fuck yes, they found water on Mars.

H'ween costume... (click 'em to make 'em larger!)




I did some alterations to the dress... cinched the cleavage, added a lace trim on the bottom and made a lace bow for the cinch. Then I made a lace bowtie hairclip. Have some costume jewelry including a lace choker with oval portrait... and some fingerless gloves, fishnets and boa!
Voila. Instant early 20th century whore.

Last-minute Halloween costume GO.

it is now my birthday, and i am already hungover and ready for bed.
tomorrow i'll do some proper celebrating.

love.

don't mind me, I just wanted an excuse to use this adorable icon of myself and 2x2l in our fagsuits.

FUCK YEAH COOL WEATHER.

I have to implore to my beloved friends to *pleaaaaaaaaaase* not take offense at my absenteeism lately.
Needless to say, I need to retake my test and really buckle down and study for the next 2-3 weeks. Or else I will have genuinely ruined everything.
If you want to know why I've been gone, I've just been completely internalized lately and I've been avoiding social contact. I will feel better eventually, but I don't have a timeline yet. Things are fine, no biggies so don't worry about me, but I've just been entirely antisocial and will prolly continue to be that way for a while to come.

So, don't expect to hear much from me for a while.
I love you guys and I'll be back soon.

You fine folks are going to have to excuse me for being AWOL for the next few days...
GRE. That's pretty much self-explanatory.

I owe everybody phone calls and snuggles after it is over.
Oh my god, I can't *wait* to have this off my plate.

EYES OPEN AT 11 A.M.

Let's hope I make something good out of today.

Post a picture in my comments that you think describes me when you think about what/who I am. No matter how surreal or plain. Give no written explanation. Just an image.

I just registrared for the GRE...
a week late ;_;

A BLOO A BLOO A BLOO

I do NOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT want to do this test
not to mention my tutor
DROPPED ME
today

wah ;_;

WHAT TIME OF THE DAY DO YOU LIKE TO MAKE LOVE???
When I'm making love to my woman,
I don't stop until she's sassified.

Oh, so just to make a note that not *every* journal entry I make is about being angry or having sex...
Rob and I went to Pompano Beach yesterday and it was lovely <3
Cute-to-die-for photos soon.
Also I was looking through the family photo albums today and found a picture where my grandfather (on my dad's side, Grandpa George, who passed away about a year ago) is standing EXACTLY where I was swimming with Rob yesterday.
Like exactly.
I was there too, in the photos, less than 4 years old.

Man!
Time goes by too quickly.

Back to sewing.

WHAT THE FUCK huhhhhhr
there is a song called "True Stories" by datarock (yes, true stories like the talking heads movie)
And... the lyrics are 100%
just names of Talking Heads songs.

its actually pretty catchy.
but wow.
is this how post-modern we've become?

Here's a link to the song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBRXGFcsrMg

should we be rewarding this kind of "tribute" music? I don't know.

EDIT: I thought about it and decided,
no, this is not very original at all
I do not commend it!

Okay guys
I give you
TOP TEN NAZIFUR EXCUSES




I drew all the swastikas backwards apparently
I DUN GIVVA FUCK
CALL THE POLICE

I AM *SO AWAKE* RIGHT NOW

I am drawing quite possibly the greatest fandom social commentary cartoon EVAR
coloring it now
omg so chuffed.

"put it on your own SHIT PIPE".

Also why do the most inept freaks from hell insist on posting on my "Nazi Furs FUCK OFF" pic with things like "Hitler is my hero"?

I'm in total choke-a-bitch mode.